Im not scared Of Lions Tigers and Bears(ex factor)

So yeah its been a while since i wrote here.. and i mean not much has happened but then again.. idk its weird i feel like a totally new person all refreshed and stuff. Im super happy and im excited about life, like its crazy and theres always so many new experiences in life... and the world is so small man, this guy hit me up on myspace and hes like really cute he looks like RAY J and im like in love with RAY J and we were vibing and stuff i was like how weird... but of course its too good to be true, hes one of my friends friends ex man.. but an ex like me and my ex,johnathan.. (but thats neither here nor there) and i guess they are suppose to be working things out... exclusively not with another person and this boy is like really tlaking to me like crazy! hard and im just having fun with it but i know i gotta report it to the friend so she can pass it on to the other friend because i so know what its like to think that its just you and him and its really you him and "shaniqua",'boniqua",'jena','lisa' and all them other females you know, and i think if a women knows that the man is involved with another female whether they are having problems or not, she should automatically step back! for real tho lol. But anyway me and my brother Kourtney are just sitting here 'locking' in on him and i just came to the conclusion that i went on myspace and found a cute guy and he seemed cool adn he is just like my ex..! LMAO thats crazi of all the people i could of ran into on myspace... i run into a liein ass nigga... damn they everywhere.. im done with trying to give someone my all lol im just having fun now.. im gonna take brandys advice and think like a nigga so i wont get played like a bitch and ill also have lots of laughs along the way. No but im also talkin to this guy'TAZ' and wat a coincidence he has the same bday as my ex lmao... no but ive been chit chattin with him since september and hes super cool and cute.. he has a daughter though but i mean we are just friends great and hes freaking hilarious. and then a lil something from the past popped up my old..ex RYAN lol hes still crazy but i mean damn he got a baby too.. so i mean i just came to the conclusion that i attract niggas who got babies and who cant spell and they not to bright LMAO! but its all good thats just my calling that im suppose to teach! and help the world.. i need help myself tho but im just having fun tho cuz life is too short to get mad and stuck over niggas who cant read and write and they aint about SHIIIT.. right now im sitting here with my homegirl ADARA and my bro KOURTNEY... yo but i am so happy right now like words cant even explain.. like i just always thought that it was going to be me and JOhnathan at the end happy and stuff but i mean your mind can really drift you to wonderland and im not mad... at all it was crazy though ya know but i know that being single and not knowing who you are going to marry is not that bad.. thats just all apart of this big journey that im on... and mr. right is gonna come alone and be everything that i need and want.. i wont have to ask for anything because he and i will just connect until then im 19 and im having fun... i have so much life and i so dont need to be wasting tears on a man that doesnt give two shits about me.. and running into all these boys and ex's this past week just opened that door for me.. like im not ugly and im pretty im smart i have a lot of personality sometimes a little too much... i mean i cant cook but i damn sure know how to read instructions and order food ya know, im definately a well rounded girl and the next person that i get into a relationship is gonna be lucky and im gonna feel the same way too lol like im not trying to sound cocky or anything but i mean us girls dont give ourselves enough credit and after a bad relationship we feel destroyed and like we have nothing else to give but that is so not the case at all...if anything we gained so much more... like i have crazy ass stories to tell and i have great memories and i also have some that was just like damn girl how stupid were you.. but hey im not a rocket science and i dont plan on being one... i never want to know all the answers i rather figure life out for me and thats it... but after this long overdue dragged out situation im definitely not scared of LIONS TIGERS AND BEARS! at all...