Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Dessert or Disaster?!?
So these past 2 weeks have been AMAZING! really, i mean things didnt go exactly planned but thats the best part about them... you never know when you are gonna fall head over heels for someone or if you're gonna take someone elses negative and make it your positive
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
im still a kid... me at 2 then at 19
September 5th,1989 i brought a smile to Alicia Regina Grace and Sean Flynn Ables.
Me and my mom dont always see eye to eye but at the end of everyday shes got my back and she may not always be the nicest but i mean shes a{aries} lol.
And my dad well the first time that i can remember meeting him was behind a jail cell, hes never taken me to the park or been to any of my graduations but i mean hes still my dad, and ive been in a steady contact with him since my freshman year of highschool! and im just like him like same sense of humor and everything i LOVE HIM and he doesnt get out of prison for another 3.4 yrz ugh TOO LONG... But hes there for me as much as he can be! he gives the best advice and when he writes me letters it always has jokes in them and then he be tryna drop some knowledge in them lol... im like word being locked up done gave you some knowledge? lol But yeah man hes coolio and hes always giving me new books to read and they be some off the chain books i be like word GOOD LOOKS!
When i was in AZ i use to visit him a lot and now that im back on the east coast i havent seen him in a couple of months so im missing tha.. But im like his spitting image and i know where i get my humor from cause mi madre is mostly serious and sometimes i gotta mess with her a lil bit to be like LOOK IT AINT THaT SERIOUS! i always wonder how my dad and mom hooked up cause tey are totally opposites, like he use to go outside her window and sing "Gotta get ya home with me tonight UH OH OH OH" not the remix byfoxy brown but by Eugene Wilde. lol and my mom would b e looking out the window like Diss nigga here lmao... but they loved eachother like if he woulda got his shii together they were gonna get married and stuff :(. but she got married to TONY UHHHH i dont like him but they been married since i was 2 shes gettin a divorce, they have been seperated since i was a junior in high school but some PSYCHOS dont get it lol.
I know that if my dad was out i woulda been DaDDYS LITTLE GIRL cause when i was younger i was the biggest tom boy and around certain people i still am especially around Kourtney and Kameron lmao(adara u was there u know what im talking about) lmao but yeah but im always with my mom and shes very delicate and ladylike lol nah mean, she doesnt use the n word or nothing like that ..check this.. the other day my brother asked if he could get his ear pierced and she said "does Barack Obama" have his ear pierced... I was rolling im like Ma he aint Barack Obama tho.. She has high hopes for her kids.. lmao No but we are all smart and we give her hell but she wouldnt wanna trade us in for the world!
From my mom its me(19) jared(12,13 on May8) mAkenna(5, 6 on march 15) and from my daddy me, fantasia,ashonti,Sean jr. There was another one but she passed away as a baby,lashaun.. That was suppose to be my name..Imagine me as a LAshaun? My mom had some crazy options for my name: Siobahn,Camille,Victoria,Ashley,Xiomara... IDK what was going on in the 80z.. I know that during her pregnancy she always at cheese! thats why IM OBSESSES with CHEESE lol... thats crazy and ive always been a clown since i was a child and ive always had a big mouth, my mom would always say 'you cant keep secrets' Oh and i use to be MAJORLY OBSESSED with Mcdonalds and i use toeat it so much shes like thats why your upper lip is like the 'M' in Mcdonalds lol...which is true... I use to always try to eat her food even if i couldnt see it,,, she said i was like a hound dog lmao... crazy
i cant wait till i have my own family i wonder what my children ar gonna be like? and i wonder what kind of parent im gonna be? I hope im the BEST =) i already have names picked out lmao
heres some names i like:Alana, Arielle,Alysia,Kaseigh,Paige,Charlotte,Alexandra,Gabrielle and for Boys: Joshua, Johnathan(i just like the name relax people lol),Isaiah,Elijah,Kaleb,Andrew,Jalen,Jaden,Xavier(ive always like this name..relax again)
But idk i was just going down memory lane and stuff cause me and mi madre were talking before she went to the city wit my sister to go get their hair done....look at this little princess in training.. since she was 4 shes been getting wash and sets... When she gets older her man is gonna have a run for his money lol! cant wait to see what she turns out like cause she has MAJOR attitude lie and she dont play that and shes sooo smart... My brother has a girlfriend and right now its all about MIMI.. hes buggn she got his myspace password and she be changing it and he be saving his lunch money and allowance to buy her stuff LMAO! i think its too cute and he fought some kid at school cause he disrespected his girl...But the girl is pretty lol im like dmn Niggas in love at 12? idk MAN we'll see and hes really good at basketball he played for the Gauchos and he LOVES soccer and now he SNow Boards im like OH you on ya WHite boiii Flow.. Hes all over the place~ My famz Crazii but i wouldnt trade em for the WORLD...
Me and my mom dont always see eye to eye but at the end of everyday shes got my back and she may not always be the nicest but i mean shes a{aries} lol.
And my dad well the first time that i can remember meeting him was behind a jail cell, hes never taken me to the park or been to any of my graduations but i mean hes still my dad, and ive been in a steady contact with him since my freshman year of highschool! and im just like him like same sense of humor and everything i LOVE HIM and he doesnt get out of prison for another 3.4 yrz ugh TOO LONG... But hes there for me as much as he can be! he gives the best advice and when he writes me letters it always has jokes in them and then he be tryna drop some knowledge in them lol... im like word being locked up done gave you some knowledge? lol But yeah man hes coolio and hes always giving me new books to read and they be some off the chain books i be like word GOOD LOOKS!
When i was in AZ i use to visit him a lot and now that im back on the east coast i havent seen him in a couple of months so im missing tha.. But im like his spitting image and i know where i get my humor from cause mi madre is mostly serious and sometimes i gotta mess with her a lil bit to be like LOOK IT AINT THaT SERIOUS! i always wonder how my dad and mom hooked up cause tey are totally opposites, like he use to go outside her window and sing "Gotta get ya home with me tonight UH OH OH OH" not the remix byfoxy brown but by Eugene Wilde. lol and my mom would b e looking out the window like Diss nigga here lmao... but they loved eachother like if he woulda got his shii together they were gonna get married and stuff :(. but she got married to TONY UHHHH i dont like him but they been married since i was 2 shes gettin a divorce, they have been seperated since i was a junior in high school but some PSYCHOS dont get it lol.
I know that if my dad was out i woulda been DaDDYS LITTLE GIRL cause when i was younger i was the biggest tom boy and around certain people i still am especially around Kourtney and Kameron lmao(adara u was there u know what im talking about) lmao but yeah but im always with my mom and shes very delicate and ladylike lol nah mean, she doesnt use the n word or nothing like that ..check this.. the other day my brother asked if he could get his ear pierced and she said "does Barack Obama" have his ear pierced... I was rolling im like Ma he aint Barack Obama tho.. She has high hopes for her kids.. lmao No but we are all smart and we give her hell but she wouldnt wanna trade us in for the world!
From my mom its me(19) jared(12,13 on May8) mAkenna(5, 6 on march 15) and from my daddy me, fantasia,ashonti,Sean jr. There was another one but she passed away as a baby,lashaun.. That was suppose to be my name..Imagine me as a LAshaun? My mom had some crazy options for my name: Siobahn,Camille,Victoria,Ashley,Xiomara... IDK what was going on in the 80z.. I know that during her pregnancy she always at cheese! thats why IM OBSESSES with CHEESE lol... thats crazy and ive always been a clown since i was a child and ive always had a big mouth, my mom would always say 'you cant keep secrets' Oh and i use to be MAJORLY OBSESSED with Mcdonalds and i use toeat it so much shes like thats why your upper lip is like the 'M' in Mcdonalds lol...which is true... I use to always try to eat her food even if i couldnt see it,,, she said i was like a hound dog lmao... crazy
i cant wait till i have my own family i wonder what my children ar gonna be like? and i wonder what kind of parent im gonna be? I hope im the BEST =) i already have names picked out lmao
heres some names i like:Alana, Arielle,Alysia,Kaseigh,Paige,Charlotte,Alexandra,Gabrielle and for Boys: Joshua, Johnathan(i just like the name relax people lol),Isaiah,Elijah,Kaleb,Andrew,Jalen,Jaden,Xavier(ive always like this name..relax again)
But idk i was just going down memory lane and stuff cause me and mi madre were talking before she went to the city wit my sister to go get their hair done....look at this little princess in training.. since she was 4 shes been getting wash and sets... When she gets older her man is gonna have a run for his money lol! cant wait to see what she turns out like cause she has MAJOR attitude lie and she dont play that and shes sooo smart... My brother has a girlfriend and right now its all about MIMI.. hes buggn she got his myspace password and she be changing it and he be saving his lunch money and allowance to buy her stuff LMAO! i think its too cute and he fought some kid at school cause he disrespected his girl...But the girl is pretty lol im like dmn Niggas in love at 12? idk MAN we'll see and hes really good at basketball he played for the Gauchos and he LOVES soccer and now he SNow Boards im like OH you on ya WHite boiii Flow.. Hes all over the place~ My famz Crazii but i wouldnt trade em for the WORLD...
Friday, March 6, 2009
THe truth
...Is that im still in love with him and i dont know why cause the feeling isnt mutual and hes done so many things to me already.. man why do i feel like this..UGh and now im crying Oh okay so here it comes.Im done i just want to disappear for a couple of days.. and be alone with my thoughts this isstupid i cant believe im crying!!!! i just want to roll over and disappear...
Still telling lies to me =(
Heyy so yah man today was a good day and so was yesterday! i went to the Fort to visit my peepz! lol i woke adara up at the crack of dawn i was at her casa at like 8 30 in the morning .. werd and she made me some beakfast? yeah thts RIGHT LMAO nah she toasted some bagels for us they were good tho. But yeah so me and adara are gonna work at HOOTERS together.. this is goin to be interesting really =) and next week BRANDY comes home for spring break! YAY im excited because its been a minute since all of the COUTURETTES have been together..the last time we were all together was on christmas at shas house for her Christmas party, and of course thats where we adopted the fairly new tradition,'poetry anonymous' which is very good, we vent and all make jokes its a good stress releaser lol.
But ive taken on a new nickname that Kourtney gave to me,'Swagga Jacka' lol because everytime im at his house he puts me on to new music and i end up stealing it so im a swagga jacka and i think its funny and cute lol.
Me and mi madre are getting along good now its pretty cool lol before she went to bed just now she gave me a kiss on the cheek lol(corny but its worth it)I just realized that like no one is perfect and people are going to hav problems with other people just because of difference in opinions or personalities whatever the case may be, but what people are worth it n your life. I love everyone who i have decided to let in my life man its great.
I dont have a crush on Ray J anymore lol it was a short crush, i dont even watch the show like that anymore! well i havent really been able to watch tv this week its been hectic! but idk ive just been thinking about so much like since yesterday... like you know how me and my ex got into and we both disrespected eachother with the name calling even tho i feel like im not wrong in this situation.like the only thing i probably should not have done was respond when jennifer hit me upwhich was the whole cause of the argument but then if i didnt speak to her then i would of never found out that he told her that he never loved me and that i didnt mean anything to him. Like do you know how much that hurt like damn someone can really decieve you and look into your eyes and tell you basically anything nd everything that u wanna hear or watever. Lik its just crazy and i know that ive been saying to my friends that 'IDC' but i mean im only human and it just started to hit me yesterday, like andi dont want this to affect any guy i date in the future beause that person should not have to pay for his wrong doings. And i love johnathan with all my heart but i cant continue to get played and hurt. I mean i accepted the fact that he chose to lay down with another female an concieve a baby, but i couldnt be mad because he and i were not together but if you 'knew u wanted to marry me'then you woulda strapped up man. Ugh i just have too many emotions running through me and like I love him but the more i think about it, he never loved me and he really didnt care about me, i was just there and a convenience for him. I just dont see how it was so easy for him to lie to me? i thought he really cared about me and that he wanted us to be together but he said the same things that he said to me to so many other girls and like im not going to get my feelings hurt anymore, hah and the crazy thing iswhen he text me on Friday he said he was sorry for hurting me...damn knowingthat he was still doing it. I wonder if his thought process was dmn as long as she dont know im not hurting her. But everything that is done in the dark always comes to the ligh! Man i trusted him and he destroyed me emotionally like im going to recover but i mean damn. And like i cant hurt him even tho hes hurt me aint that something! and Jennifer said she still wants to be with him so i said good luck and she said that he said that he wants to be with her so i mean hey watever thats about. I spoke to him yesterday through text and of course it wasabout to leave me in another state of confusion, he said he would like to be with me and that he said what he said out of anger but, when people are mad they say the truth. Now i called him a liar which he proved to be true he lied to me for 6 years and i called him an asshole cause yeah he has been and i called him a nigga(i call everyone that) i called him pussy because i felt he was handling the situation all wrong, instead of talkin to me like a normal convo and calling names he chose the other route. And i called him fake, becausehe was fakethe whole time he was with me by telling me he loved me ad then go tothe next chick and tell her he doesnt love me never did. Just the next guy that tells me he loves me hes so notgoing to get my heart that easy and hes gonna have to prove it no more'trust' bullshit cause i trusted him and look where it got me? And this entire thing could hav been avoided because if he would of been like,yo kiera right now i am fxcking with other girls and i dont wanna have you sitting here thinking you the only one but kno that i o care just now im not ready. and woulda been cool withthat man but nope he lied and ifeel like ive been sucka punched in the chest . And i mean my days have been going as usual but i know that at some point imgonna burst because i dont think its hit me what hes done to me. and im just angry but idk! adara is gonna try n hook me up wit this dude hes BF with "edward cullen" (edward cullen is me and adaras perfect man from the movie twiligt so we call her guy edward cullen) so i mean he must be BUENO ya know. IDk im not looking for anything serious but ive been single for about 4 months now... so i need to re enter tha field.But its nothing serious. But im tlaking to BRYan right now on aim and hes like girls aint shit so i meani guess girls can be BITCHES too. point being everyones had their heartbroken but not everyone recovers the same. some take tha and treat their next relationship like shii or some never open up like the way they did again or some go on their FXCK BItCHES shit. i know that ima take this as a lesson but i love hard thats just the type of girl i am and everyone with me gets to start off on a fresh page. I have a feeling that this summer ima find someone lol..IDK its just this weird feeling =) But my rule is im gonna have to really get to know this person like really cause i thought i knew johnathan for 6yearsbut damn...
Sunday, March 1, 2009
u get the best of both worlds
Aint not feeling like...knowing the truth =) It feels to good to be freeee yeah
Ive done all i could and was misunderstood im like an eagle set free finally im looking out for me
Oh i just stole a couple lines from Destiny CHilds (FREE) lmao yeah Girl
So today has been yet another eventful day! i found out a bunch today!
Gossip is over rated right? yeah well today i was called a Hoe, uhm slide,jump off
and a bitch and PUSSY.
Life is crazy, when people gotta act and show what they are made of and their true colors
So those were some words that was exchanged between me and my ex(you already know so no need to say names now is there) But yeah i said my fair of words too like Bitch,Pussy,Liar,Fake... Damn i guesss i kinda went in? yeah i went in but so did he you see Like my feelings werent hurt until he said 'i tried to turn a hoe into a housewife' because tats what hes been thinking this whole time... i think if he would of called me a WHORE i would of laughed it off cause its so proper when he was acting like the true***. But yeah he definitely turned it up this evening but i just have the worse headache in the world. So i guess i should get into why this BIG ass FIGHT occured.
I woke up this morning to some stupid ass movie on tv and i was like oo this is good lmao but it was stupid. so i went on the computer to fix up my resume because i want a BETTER JOB because i want my place by the summer BEEZIEZ! so i did that and i checked my facebook and i blogged a little bit..about mybrother cause hes a FREE MAN! so after that i fixed my resume spoke to my ITALIANA Adara and we discussed what we had to discuss i love our convoz! then i listened to some music while i did my resume because music makes me feel so much better and calm and it does take me to lala land and it lets my writing FLOW...But anyway after that it was like 10 am and i checked my myspace nd i had some DISRESPECTFUL comments from freaking BRYAN lmao! he went in saying that i look like wesley snipes from TOO WONG FOO lmao. But it made me laugh i was rolling and then i left some comments and then i had a message from a girl that idk, im familiar with the name tho so before i clicked it iwas like BOY OH BOY.. so in the message it said basically hey u dnt know me but im *** and i just wanted to know whats with u and *** get bak at me we can do this on myspace or the phone...DAMn DEJA VU so i hit up adara like YO chika one of his chikas hit me up and she wants to chit chat wat do i do? talk DAMMIT! lmao so i call her and we talk she tells me what it is and im blown away ...(NO IM NOT) like honestly i was too the point where most of the stuff she said didnt shock me cause im ike damn i don been there don that ... but i must admit him tellin another female that he does'love' me just pissed me off and the'keychain'(im not gettn into the keychain cause obviously it was stupid) but yeah so she asked me wats with us im like honestly were just good friendslike ive kown him for a minute thats my nigga, yeah we did go out but its not like tht now ya know... and we were on the phone for a minute cause she needed to vent and she started crying and im cry baby myself so i was just like girl dont worry hes gonna call and he does care about you dont ory girl and then she asked me if i stil wanted to be with him and honestly after what i heard from her and from what i know im literally{NUMB} like nothing could of phased me at that point. I was laughing at some of the stuff cause the things that GUYS do it amazes me everyday like ive seen my brother play girls but not to this extent idc what yu do but to denyya love for me and play my emotions like that to somrandom chikita! you gotz no respect for this GIRL over here. So she was telln me how his Baby momma was calling her and tellin her that they are gonna get married and blah blah and that hes not locked up and i was like well idk... so i guess she hit him nd his mamz up so of course he comes at me! at this point idc! like really shit i cant keep up with ur lies and your females and what you tell them cause thats not place in ya life(I NEVA HAD A PLACE) so he was going in like major! like he called me and we were yelling like ive never yelled at him like that before like it takes a lot to get me mad like that! and i really dont kno wat e was sayn n the phone cause i was yelln all i know is he was like youre a Slide,jumpoff dont eva call y EFfn Phone then i hung up so i was like OKie Dokie My G but then i was like wait i got some shit to get off my chest he always does that shii so i hit him up then he started goind in and basically hes gonna bring up my past nd he tried to throw that n my face but it didnt bother me cause that dont phase me it happenedshii, everyone has a past im not the first to have one maybe the frst to own up to it. But yea he was goin in like i tried to turn a hoe into a house wife..i was confused cause i just wanted to know when did i become a hoe? i was thinking to hard i was like wow damn a guys true colors come out and what not so im hitting up adara like yooo hes going in and sheslike dont worry dnt listen to that shii dnt write him back but i couldnt cause he was disrespecting me something CRAZY! oh yeah and then he was gonna get someone to shut me up! damn niggas was making promises and shit.. so of course i gotta go to my big bro DUN DUN UDN DUN! i just told kourtney wat was up and he called but nothing happened then kourtney called me and told me to stop with the myspce shit and to leave it alone and i tried to explain my story so i mean he kinda yelled at me then i guess johnathan called back and they spoke idk wat was exatly said al i know is kourtney said leave it alone and that he doesnt like doin the phone thug shit and that if he gets crazii physical then let him knoW! i rather t not cause i know how kourtney and his peoplez get down(mainly KOURTNEY) read about him down below lmao... and i mean damn i dont like johnathan but i wouldnt want ne1 to fight him although hes pressed on me fighting his sister and what not...DAmn how far we hav come.. Life is a BISHH! im not mad tho nd jennifer has been calling me all day i feel bad me and adara is like aww we gonna adopt her lol. damn she was crying on the phone man .it was crazy.. but yeah johnathan showed how he views me and it didnt hurt my feelings.. i mean cause i hoe is a garden tool anyway and n life people are gonna call u names nd disrespect you but its not wat they call u its wat ya Answer to BEEZIEZ! ya man.. But yeah i just told kourtney cause hes oldr and the rational one out of those negros i hang with...Kam just doesnt talk at all (you know liteskin people are crazy) lmao but yea tonight was a GOING IN NIGHT! damn im so numb like when he calledme on the phone and was sayin all that shiit i tried to force tears out causei was so mad but they didnt come out and i was like damn...this is it! IM NUMB me and this kid are officially FINITO! damn...well idk butkourtney said that hes called girls hoes and shit when he was pissed at them and loved them to death! but na he crossed the line..esp with the bitch but im not even mad cause if i was in a fight wih ne1 else id be calln them all times of names... and hes just another person so fxck it , its just words. Nah but kourtney was kinda tight with me hes like LEAVE IT THE FXCK ALONE DAMN MAN! he spoke some knowledge on a sistah~
I learned a bunch of things today*and im cramping and shit cause my friend from japan is coming...oh my bad too much info? LMAO
o yeah he called me a hoodrat too(LMAO) me? NOPE i could never be..damn im not mad tho cause im glad he got how he was really feeling off his chest this just makes things easier.. hes with the one he wants to be with (jenna) and hes got the one he wants to creep with(jennifer) oh my bad shes wifey.. Now i left a bunch of ish out itsjust toomuch.. and too repetitive from the first story!
Ive done all i could and was misunderstood im like an eagle set free finally im looking out for me
Oh i just stole a couple lines from Destiny CHilds (FREE) lmao yeah Girl
So today has been yet another eventful day! i found out a bunch today!
Gossip is over rated right? yeah well today i was called a Hoe, uhm slide,jump off
and a bitch and PUSSY.
Life is crazy, when people gotta act and show what they are made of and their true colors
So those were some words that was exchanged between me and my ex(you already know so no need to say names now is there) But yeah i said my fair of words too like Bitch,Pussy,Liar,Fake... Damn i guesss i kinda went in? yeah i went in but so did he you see Like my feelings werent hurt until he said 'i tried to turn a hoe into a housewife' because tats what hes been thinking this whole time... i think if he would of called me a WHORE i would of laughed it off cause its so proper when he was acting like the true***. But yeah he definitely turned it up this evening but i just have the worse headache in the world. So i guess i should get into why this BIG ass FIGHT occured.
I woke up this morning to some stupid ass movie on tv and i was like oo this is good lmao but it was stupid. so i went on the computer to fix up my resume because i want a BETTER JOB because i want my place by the summer BEEZIEZ! so i did that and i checked my facebook and i blogged a little bit..about mybrother cause hes a FREE MAN! so after that i fixed my resume spoke to my ITALIANA Adara and we discussed what we had to discuss i love our convoz! then i listened to some music while i did my resume because music makes me feel so much better and calm and it does take me to lala land and it lets my writing FLOW...But anyway after that it was like 10 am and i checked my myspace nd i had some DISRESPECTFUL comments from freaking BRYAN lmao! he went in saying that i look like wesley snipes from TOO WONG FOO lmao. But it made me laugh i was rolling and then i left some comments and then i had a message from a girl that idk, im familiar with the name tho so before i clicked it iwas like BOY OH BOY.. so in the message it said basically hey u dnt know me but im *** and i just wanted to know whats with u and *** get bak at me we can do this on myspace or the phone...DAMn DEJA VU so i hit up adara like YO chika one of his chikas hit me up and she wants to chit chat wat do i do? talk DAMMIT! lmao so i call her and we talk she tells me what it is and im blown away ...(NO IM NOT) like honestly i was too the point where most of the stuff she said didnt shock me cause im ike damn i don been there don that ... but i must admit him tellin another female that he does'love' me just pissed me off and the'keychain'(im not gettn into the keychain cause obviously it was stupid) but yeah so she asked me wats with us im like honestly were just good friendslike ive kown him for a minute thats my nigga, yeah we did go out but its not like tht now ya know... and we were on the phone for a minute cause she needed to vent and she started crying and im cry baby myself so i was just like girl dont worry hes gonna call and he does care about you dont ory girl and then she asked me if i stil wanted to be with him and honestly after what i heard from her and from what i know im literally{NUMB} like nothing could of phased me at that point. I was laughing at some of the stuff cause the things that GUYS do it amazes me everyday like ive seen my brother play girls but not to this extent idc what yu do but to denyya love for me and play my emotions like that to somrandom chikita! you gotz no respect for this GIRL over here. So she was telln me how his Baby momma was calling her and tellin her that they are gonna get married and blah blah and that hes not locked up and i was like well idk... so i guess she hit him nd his mamz up so of course he comes at me! at this point idc! like really shit i cant keep up with ur lies and your females and what you tell them cause thats not place in ya life(I NEVA HAD A PLACE) so he was going in like major! like he called me and we were yelling like ive never yelled at him like that before like it takes a lot to get me mad like that! and i really dont kno wat e was sayn n the phone cause i was yelln all i know is he was like youre a Slide,jumpoff dont eva call y EFfn Phone then i hung up so i was like OKie Dokie My G but then i was like wait i got some shit to get off my chest he always does that shii so i hit him up then he started goind in and basically hes gonna bring up my past nd he tried to throw that n my face but it didnt bother me cause that dont phase me it happenedshii, everyone has a past im not the first to have one maybe the frst to own up to it. But yea he was goin in like i tried to turn a hoe into a house wife..i was confused cause i just wanted to know when did i become a hoe? i was thinking to hard i was like wow damn a guys true colors come out and what not so im hitting up adara like yooo hes going in and sheslike dont worry dnt listen to that shii dnt write him back but i couldnt cause he was disrespecting me something CRAZY! oh yeah and then he was gonna get someone to shut me up! damn niggas was making promises and shit.. so of course i gotta go to my big bro DUN DUN UDN DUN! i just told kourtney wat was up and he called but nothing happened then kourtney called me and told me to stop with the myspce shit and to leave it alone and i tried to explain my story so i mean he kinda yelled at me then i guess johnathan called back and they spoke idk wat was exatly said al i know is kourtney said leave it alone and that he doesnt like doin the phone thug shit and that if he gets crazii physical then let him knoW! i rather t not cause i know how kourtney and his peoplez get down(mainly KOURTNEY) read about him down below lmao... and i mean damn i dont like johnathan but i wouldnt want ne1 to fight him although hes pressed on me fighting his sister and what not...DAmn how far we hav come.. Life is a BISHH! im not mad tho nd jennifer has been calling me all day i feel bad me and adara is like aww we gonna adopt her lol. damn she was crying on the phone man .it was crazy.. but yeah johnathan showed how he views me and it didnt hurt my feelings.. i mean cause i hoe is a garden tool anyway and n life people are gonna call u names nd disrespect you but its not wat they call u its wat ya Answer to BEEZIEZ! ya man.. But yeah i just told kourtney cause hes oldr and the rational one out of those negros i hang with...Kam just doesnt talk at all (you know liteskin people are crazy) lmao but yea tonight was a GOING IN NIGHT! damn im so numb like when he calledme on the phone and was sayin all that shiit i tried to force tears out causei was so mad but they didnt come out and i was like damn...this is it! IM NUMB me and this kid are officially FINITO! damn...well idk butkourtney said that hes called girls hoes and shit when he was pissed at them and loved them to death! but na he crossed the line..esp with the bitch but im not even mad cause if i was in a fight wih ne1 else id be calln them all times of names... and hes just another person so fxck it , its just words. Nah but kourtney was kinda tight with me hes like LEAVE IT THE FXCK ALONE DAMN MAN! he spoke some knowledge on a sistah~
I learned a bunch of things today*and im cramping and shit cause my friend from japan is coming...oh my bad too much info? LMAO
o yeah he called me a hoodrat too(LMAO) me? NOPE i could never be..damn im not mad tho cause im glad he got how he was really feeling off his chest this just makes things easier.. hes with the one he wants to be with (jenna) and hes got the one he wants to creep with(jennifer) oh my bad shes wifey.. Now i left a bunch of ish out itsjust toomuch.. and too repetitive from the first story!
KOURTNEYZ SHII {LMAO GOTTA LOVE HIM}
Police briefs 02/24/09
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 Last updated: Tuesday February 24, 2009, 11:54 AM
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Fort Lee man held in assault on cops
FORT LEE — A borough man has been charged with striking a policeman when the officer tried to tell him and his group to quiet down.
Kourtney Joyner, 20, was charged with two counts of aggravated assault on a police officer, resisting arrest and disorderly conduct. He was being held in the Bergen County Jail in lieu of $50,000 bail.
Police Chief Thomas Ripoli said two police officers, Steven No and Thomas Keelen, will be out of work on medical leave for at least the rest of this week after grappling with Joyner early Saturday at Angioletti Place and Parker Avenue.
The chief said Joyner punched Keelen in the right eye.
The officers were taken to Englewood Hospital, Keelen with facial and leg injuries and No with leg and knee injuries, Ripoli said.
Two others in Joyner’s group were charged with disorderly conduct, the chief said.
— Merry Firschein
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 Last updated: Tuesday February 24, 2009, 11:54 AM
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Fort Lee man held in assault on cops
FORT LEE — A borough man has been charged with striking a policeman when the officer tried to tell him and his group to quiet down.
Kourtney Joyner, 20, was charged with two counts of aggravated assault on a police officer, resisting arrest and disorderly conduct. He was being held in the Bergen County Jail in lieu of $50,000 bail.
Police Chief Thomas Ripoli said two police officers, Steven No and Thomas Keelen, will be out of work on medical leave for at least the rest of this week after grappling with Joyner early Saturday at Angioletti Place and Parker Avenue.
The chief said Joyner punched Keelen in the right eye.
The officers were taken to Englewood Hospital, Keelen with facial and leg injuries and No with leg and knee injuries, Ripoli said.
Two others in Joyner’s group were charged with disorderly conduct, the chief said.
— Merry Firschein
Be greatful for {WHO} you gotz=)
So its like early in the morning and i must say this week has been interesting! uhm i found out that my brother KOURTNEY got out cause uhm es a GEE! lmao well ima get to that in a second. but yeah im so happy for my Italiana ADARA like she knows what im talking about and omgosh girl he seems like the real deal! and im glad he proved it to you by you meeting,well everyone and his baby! thats freaking amazing like i cant wait to meet his ass to cause i gotta approve even though i know i will cuz i fell n love with the kid by u just tellin me what he is about! but yeah thats good chika! ill be seeing you TOMM! yay uhm yeah so kourtney i was on the phone with him last night for like 2 hours and he was telln me how it was in there and how niggaz had mad RESPECT for him and they was giving him their commisary and all this shit and i was like YEAH MYBROTHERS A GEE! lmao so NIGGAZ DONT FUCKZ WITH ME! im glad hes out tho and everyhing is bueno dinero for him! yeah and can anybody make a 50 000 bond go to paying 480 dollars? yeah i know ill give u time to think on that SHII! HOLLLA FRANKIE lol oh yeah and KOURTNEY AND BRYAN said that i lost my swagg and i sound like a EXTRA WHITE GIRL and they dont know what happen lmao... but i tried t explain that i was getting over a cold and my nose was a lil conjested but imean i always sounded like a 'white girl' but niggas said its a whole nother level now..(did i just make up a word..'whole nother') watever its bloggin. But once i spoke to him and found out he was GOOOD money i was like YAY so this summer is goin to be amazing we need to plan a vacation because we so need it but idk man we might end up gettin arrested and i heard prison is no joke in mexio...idk if MR. Joyner has that much clout in MEXICO but i mean damn hes a joyner so he probably do. Dam niggas made it the bergen county newspaper im tellin him he should make a reality show based off this and of course us chikitas are gonna be in it lmao!we are really trying to have our own show OH EM GEE i would be the BESTEST like seriously! But yeah im just chilling and im definitely going to take adaras advice on...well you know what it was.. BUt just to let you know im good seriously like im enjoying myself right now...AND RUSH FOR THE SUMMER TO COME! i wanna wear shorts and shit and go to the basketball games in harlem like we always do and go to the BEACH cause the train rides there are BOMB! lmao and going to SIX FLAGS! and parties and shii and having crazii asss stories.. But of course i always meet a stalker in the summer lmao! yo remember JASON! oh EM GEE the one who 'killed his sister' yo he was cute tho he looked like juelz but he was a little off lmao! damn those were the days its crazii to sit back and reminisce.. But newayz I LOVE ALL YOU BISSHEZ KOURTNEY KAM BRYAN PEDRO ADARA BRANDY AND ASHLEY.. theres more but the main ones.. OH yeah and i miss myBROOKLYN BISH FINESSE i love u and i need to see you soon! cause according tomy people in fort lee im becoming soft again lol but idk cause i just passed a class with adara and ima GEE! i guess i gatta work on my slang and voice LMAO! LAter BEEZIEZ
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