u get the best of both worlds

Aint not feeling like...knowing the truth =) It feels to good to be freeee yeah
Ive done all i could and was misunderstood im like an eagle set free finally im looking out for me
Oh i just stole a couple lines from Destiny CHilds (FREE) lmao yeah Girl
So today has been yet another eventful day! i found out a bunch today!
Gossip is over rated right? yeah well today i was called a Hoe, uhm slide,jump off
and a bitch and PUSSY.
Life is crazy, when people gotta act and show what they are made of and their true colors
So those were some words that was exchanged between me and my ex(you already know so no need to say names now is there) But yeah i said my fair of words too like Bitch,Pussy,Liar,Fake... Damn i guesss i kinda went in? yeah i went in but so did he you see Like my feelings werent hurt until he said 'i tried to turn a hoe into a housewife' because tats what hes been thinking this whole time... i think if he would of called me a WHORE i would of laughed it off cause its so proper when he was acting like the true***. But yeah he definitely turned it up this evening but i just have the worse headache in the world. So i guess i should get into why this BIG ass FIGHT occured.
I woke up this morning to some stupid ass movie on tv and i was like oo this is good lmao but it was stupid. so i went on the computer to fix up my resume because i want a BETTER JOB because i want my place by the summer BEEZIEZ! so i did that and i checked my facebook and i blogged a little bit..about mybrother cause hes a FREE MAN! so after that i fixed my resume spoke to my ITALIANA Adara and we discussed what we had to discuss i love our convoz! then i listened to some music while i did my resume because music makes me feel so much better and calm and it does take me to lala land and it lets my writing FLOW...But anyway after that it was like 10 am and i checked my myspace nd i had some DISRESPECTFUL comments from freaking BRYAN lmao! he went in saying that i look like wesley snipes from TOO WONG FOO lmao. But it made me laugh i was rolling and then i left some comments and then i had a message from a girl that idk, im familiar with the name tho so before i clicked it iwas like BOY OH BOY.. so in the message it said basically hey u dnt know me but im *** and i just wanted to know whats with u and *** get bak at me we can do this on myspace or the phone...DAMn DEJA VU so i hit up adara like YO chika one of his chikas hit me up and she wants to chit chat wat do i do? talk DAMMIT! lmao so i call her and we talk she tells me what it is and im blown away ...(NO IM NOT) like honestly i was too the point where most of the stuff she said didnt shock me cause im ike damn i don been there don that ... but i must admit him tellin another female that he does'love' me just pissed me off and the'keychain'(im not gettn into the keychain cause obviously it was stupid) but yeah so she asked me wats with us im like honestly were just good friendslike ive kown him for a minute thats my nigga, yeah we did go out but its not like tht now ya know... and we were on the phone for a minute cause she needed to vent and she started crying and im cry baby myself so i was just like girl dont worry hes gonna call and he does care about you dont ory girl and then she asked me if i stil wanted to be with him and honestly after what i heard from her and from what i know im literally{NUMB} like nothing could of phased me at that point. I was laughing at some of the stuff cause the things that GUYS do it amazes me everyday like ive seen my brother play girls but not to this extent idc what yu do but to denyya love for me and play my emotions like that to somrandom chikita! you gotz no respect for this GIRL over here. So she was telln me how his Baby momma was calling her and tellin her that they are gonna get married and blah blah and that hes not locked up and i was like well idk... so i guess she hit him nd his mamz up so of course he comes at me! at this point idc! like really shit i cant keep up with ur lies and your females and what you tell them cause thats not place in ya life(I NEVA HAD A PLACE) so he was going in like major! like he called me and we were yelling like ive never yelled at him like that before like it takes a lot to get me mad like that! and i really dont kno wat e was sayn n the phone cause i was yelln all i know is he was like youre a Slide,jumpoff dont eva call y EFfn Phone then i hung up so i was like OKie Dokie My G but then i was like wait i got some shit to get off my chest he always does that shii so i hit him up then he started goind in and basically hes gonna bring up my past nd he tried to throw that n my face but it didnt bother me cause that dont phase me it happenedshii, everyone has a past im not the first to have one maybe the frst to own up to it. But yea he was goin in like i tried to turn a hoe into a house wife..i was confused cause i just wanted to know when did i become a hoe? i was thinking to hard i was like wow damn a guys true colors come out and what not so im hitting up adara like yooo hes going in and sheslike dont worry dnt listen to that shii dnt write him back but i couldnt cause he was disrespecting me something CRAZY! oh yeah and then he was gonna get someone to shut me up! damn niggas was making promises and shit.. so of course i gotta go to my big bro DUN DUN UDN DUN! i just told kourtney wat was up and he called but nothing happened then kourtney called me and told me to stop with the myspce shit and to leave it alone and i tried to explain my story so i mean he kinda yelled at me then i guess johnathan called back and they spoke idk wat was exatly said al i know is kourtney said leave it alone and that he doesnt like doin the phone thug shit and that if he gets crazii physical then let him knoW! i rather t not cause i know how kourtney and his peoplez get down(mainly KOURTNEY) read about him down below lmao... and i mean damn i dont like johnathan but i wouldnt want ne1 to fight him although hes pressed on me fighting his sister and what not...DAmn how far we hav come.. Life is a BISHH! im not mad tho nd jennifer has been calling me all day i feel bad me and adara is like aww we gonna adopt her lol. damn she was crying on the phone man .it was crazy.. but yeah johnathan showed how he views me and it didnt hurt my feelings.. i mean cause i hoe is a garden tool anyway and n life people are gonna call u names nd disrespect you but its not wat they call u its wat ya Answer to BEEZIEZ! ya man.. But yeah i just told kourtney cause hes oldr and the rational one out of those negros i hang with...Kam just doesnt talk at all (you know liteskin people are crazy) lmao but yea tonight was a GOING IN NIGHT! damn im so numb like when he calledme on the phone and was sayin all that shiit i tried to force tears out causei was so mad but they didnt come out and i was like damn...this is it! IM NUMB me and this kid are officially FINITO! damn...well idk butkourtney said that hes called girls hoes and shit when he was pissed at them and loved them to death! but na he crossed the line..esp with the bitch but im not even mad cause if i was in a fight wih ne1 else id be calln them all times of names... and hes just another person so fxck it , its just words. Nah but kourtney was kinda tight with me hes like LEAVE IT THE FXCK ALONE DAMN MAN! he spoke some knowledge on a sistah~

I learned a bunch of things today*and im cramping and shit cause my friend from japan is coming...oh my bad too much info? LMAO
o yeah he called me a hoodrat too(LMAO) me? NOPE i could never be..damn im not mad tho cause im glad he got how he was really feeling off his chest this just makes things easier.. hes with the one he wants to be with (jenna) and hes got the one he wants to creep with(jennifer) oh my bad shes wifey.. Now i left a bunch of ish out itsjust toomuch.. and too repetitive from the first story!