So its been forever and a day since ive written something on here. and theres plenty to say but its at least a year worth and im not going to go thru every single incident in my life. but id like to focus on the important ones that changed my life .
LOVE.. it exist in my life.. i have love for many people but romantically theres nothing there. i have taken many losses this year but in the end i won and gained a better understanding of myself and what i want in life. I learned how to be free and know that its more then okay to express myself sexually without being a 'hoe' or looked at all types of crazy. lol. From arguments to love making and all the other in between im content. One thing that ive learned in the past year when it comes to love/relationships i cant always have my way i have to learn how to take a loss. which is very hard for me..im not into losing . ill push and push until ive literally pushed that person away or there is nothing else left to push. and im back at square 1. now im not sitting here saying that all of these losses were because of me..im just taking ownership in what i took part in lol. i have dated some 'UNIQUE' characters this year and i have learned from each one from the ... double life dude, to the bi-polar guy who likes sucking toes, to the one person in day another at night, to the i just wanna cone over and get nasty, to the blatant liars.. and then the one that i felt had potential but we got deterred along the way which is absolutely fine because hes a great friend to this day. but all those characters have just eliminated a bunch of ish for my further ventures lol! i walked away with a bunch of crazy stories like seriously some things i feel would just only happen to me! but yeah thats pretty much a minor look on this past year with the 'BOYS' =)
Ill have plenty to say as long as i keep running into the weirdos
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