DRAINED =(

im really and truely drained i feel like im gonna pass out any day now.. im trying so hard to be strong and just do what i got to do but everything is just crashing in on my emotions and im hanging on a thin ass thread. Im currently at my cousins house and im just really not feeling it. I have a headache my eyes keep welling up with tears and im hot and im listening to some sappy love songz..i like them tho, they are from my jango.com and im listening to corrine bailey rae. i love her music it is amazing and all that stuff. my cousin and her hubby went to the movies, i tried to do a double date but you know if johnathan isnt down with it then it doesnt go down. He has not changed at all. the only thing that is different is that i have a title.. GIRLFRIEND.. i get so caught up easily. ijust wish my feelings would be on my side for once.