Eventually...

So today was a really GREAT day for me... I spoke to all of my girls and everyone is doing good and that makes me happy ... And school is over in 3 weeks so im excited about that. I mean last time everyone was together we really didnt have a chance to catch up on everything and what everyone is going through. And this weekend we had a chance to do that and everything just fell back into place like it should be. These girls are like my sisters...Scratch like out they are...you mess with one of them then you are definitely messing with me. We have no boundaries with eachother but then again we do respect eachother. This Friday is DRIZZY concert thingy so we are def excited about that. And i finally changed my name on facebook to Kiera GABBYUNION Ables lmao.. thanks to TREV he gave me the strength to push through with that lol I mean ash and adara think i took it a lil too far but i mean damn i was feelin myself and so was OTHERS lol.. iv been hearing gabby more than KIERA so i mean i gotta do it Adara said that i can be BRIELLE UNION lmao werd.. COMICAL man... Johnathan and i are good...i know yesterday i was like blah but i mean things can change in seconds let alone a day. I spoke to him last night and he made me feel all better about us being together I trust him and i dont think hes playing games. I think he still has a lot to learn and so do i but id rather do it with him by my side then DOLO.. I mean dont get me wrong if i had to do it by myself i could but id rather not. I love him and i want to spend the rest of my life with him. I heart him. And his daughter is so adorable she is the cutest thing and she is a spitting image of her daddy. Uhm i get the question a lot on how i feel about that. Uhm i dont have a certain way towards it. If me and johnathan continue and become more serious than just talk and we eventually move in together and married then i will accept Jianna as family or asone of my own. She does have a mother though and i would never try and step on her mothers toes. But Johnathan is apart of me and Jianna is a piece of him so it would be indecent to not accept her.. Plus shes a baby I LOVE KIDS lol {not the ghetto ignant ones tho lol} But right now i gotta focus on him plus i havnt even met her yet and its probably going to be a while anyway so when that day comes itll come and ill be ready. And earlier this year he said that he hoped he and i got closer this year and i believe that we have got closer... Its been rough i dont want to get carried away but its a relationship and i do cherish it. I love him and adore him... Its funny because when i was visiting him last week i found out that he likes to write and his favorite subject is english well one of them...and i think science.. I dont do Science but I LOVE ENGLISH and i thought it was cool caus that just reminded me that i do not know everything about him. and this will be enjoyable getting to know him more...i dont ever wanna know him like a book ... but i feel like we are intuned with eachother..idk if that makes any sense but i know what im talking about. And one of his favorite movies is SHOTTAS and sharmelle knows tht movie shes like thats every carribbean persons fav movie.. lol Crazy right? yeah i know.. But im not rushing anything i like the pace that this is going im happy i just want to keep US happy because a relationship consist of two people and two peoples feelings and ideas thoughts etc... Im not giving up on it too lightly...Im in love and im not apologetic for it...