ok so first i wanna say ive never felt so betrayed before in my life.. like my feelings are hurt slightly but im more angry then anything and im not an angry person.. i really shoulda have listened to my friends on this note because im ANGRY! uhhhh to the extent.. But im glad i found out now.. lol i really believed everything that came out of his mouth... i dont trust him i dont have resoect for him or anything... i look at this as a learned lesson. His girlfriend is respectable and i give her a bunch of kudos for being respectable and all that stuff and not resorting to an ignorant "Bitch". Well ive been venting ever since i spoke to Jenna and what not. Of course im just looking at the positives in this situation. i know that i will be fine because im a great person and i have a lot to offer as a person whether it be in a friendship or relationship, i just know that i will never give myself to a man the way i did to johnathan.. and its not even like it was that easy... it was emotional and stuff for the first 3 years.. then the physicals came into play, and im not attached its not that serious ya know. you live and you learn...
UHhh I just cried my eyes out..but now that i got it out of my system im bueno DINERO!
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