The game

So yeah this is my first blog.. i was missing for a while but im back in the mix... i must admit i was trapped in this niggas house for days! theres footage on myspace... well dependin on what day it is and what time it is i may have taken it down cuz he and i got into an argument ...but thats nothin that on an average day... who knew men would be so difficult.. okay lemme break down the story ima sum it up.. me and JOhnathan have been dealin with eachother for 5 years goin on 6 in may and he stuck thru my lesbian phase and everything and now im stickin it thru with his new babymama and i love him. i really do but sometimes i cant deal with the drama. like is it asking for too much just for a text or maybe a phone call to say hey babe im ok. But no thats considered naggin and stuff. But anyway thats neither here nor there... everyone around me keeps telling me to let him go and just do me but i have a lot of time invested in him and he claims that he wants to marry me and im the one.. but if i were the one then he wouldnt have gotten another female prego correct? yeah thats what i thought... sometimes love isnt enough now a days. But i have my girls to comfort me when the time comes when i gotta let him go... and i feel like that time is coming quickly idk i just know the deadline for decision is FEB 25....