computer Love

So yeah im sitting here watching American Idol and they are starting in AZ im missing Az a little bit...kind of contimplating whether or not i should go back. I had a long conversation with one of my girls yesterday and she made me the best playlist of all time.. im on song no.1 called "Computer Love" and thats a lil inside that we got going on. But yeah i gotta side track for a second because yesterday was the season finale of "Real Chance of Love" and this NEGROID chance aint pick no girl.. damn they shoulda known cause his name is CHANCE so this means hes a CHANCING ass NEGRO. but anyway i digress. i have a lot on my mind.. The love of my life is going to jail on the 25th of Feb and i dont know how to handle that...so many emotions are running thru my mind... and his baby momma is about due any day now so one of his seeds will be running around this earth, YAY no but im really excited cause i love kids they are so sweet and innocent.... my emotions are high in the air. but anyway he really wants me to stay here so i can visit him while hes doing his bid.. and im going to be there for him but you see the thing is that i dont want to wait while hes doing his bid and when he gets out he decides he wants to be a free man or even better wanna get back with his baby momma... i mean cause if thats the case i rather him tell me this now so i can be like PEACE nigga! but hes telling me that he loves me and that im the one and that we are in this together so im going to give him the benefit of the doubt. I do love him. Aww and he got me the other day when we were texting eachother and he said that when i was away in AZ there was a song that made him think about me everytime he listened to it and its called "Come back to me shawty" by tyrese i listened to it and i was like aww so sweet (im on song no.2 when a womens fed up r.kelly)...but in my opinion his flirting ways go a little too damn far i just asked him if he were talking to any females and he said that he was just flirting with random girls in every situation so yeah the answer and solution on what i should do should be quite simple right? and the kicker is im talking to him right now soo but yeah idk my emotions is gettin the best of me for real tho.. well im gonna leave on that note and let him dig hiself deeper in a hole....